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A shameful thought passed through Liam’s mind before Nora answered. Her voice was bleak. ‘Yes, he’s fine. As far as I know. Letters don’t come all that regularly.’
Another pause. Another tear. Nora looked from the fire to her hands. They trembled in her lap. She placed the half–eaten scone on the plate, and dried her cheeks with a hankie from the pocket of her dress. ‘He’s in the Mediterranean somewhere.’
‘Then why …?’ Liam did not finish the question. He stared at Nora’s lowered head, at the curve of her neck, at the heavy droop of her doleful shoulders. Her shoulders were shaking. She was quietly crying.
‘Nora, what’s wrong? Why are you crying?’
She buried her face in her hands and wept openly. ‘I can’t marry Joe,’ she explained through her anguished sobbing. Then she brought herself under control and wiped her eyes again.
‘What’s all this about?’ Liam asked in a consoling voice. ‘Why can’t you marry Joe? Has he …?’
‘No, Liam. It’s me,’ Nora said. ‘I’m carrying your child.’
Liam felt his heart drop into the pit of his stomach and pound away there, thud, thud, thud. ‘Oh my God.’ He took a deep breath. His emotions were in turmoil. Excitement, elation, then apprehension, foreboding, and finally concern for Nora, for how she would handle the public shame, the contumely of congregations that would doubtless cost her the teaching job at the school. He would lose her; the school and the pupils would lose her. Gradually his innards returned to normal. His heart still pounded, thud, thud, thud, but in his chest where it belonged, like a fist beating against his ribs from the inside, a prisoner clamouring for release. When he was in control of himself again he asked, ‘Nora, are you sure?’
‘Yes.’ Her head still bowed, her eyes still fixed on her hands in her lap, she did not look at Liam. ‘I’m a month overdue already. It must be.’
Liam’s turbulent emotions gave way to a new sensation, a hope that maybe …. Not knowing what to say, he stood up from his chair, walked to the kitchen and poured the boiling water into the teapot. He brought the teapot back and placed it in the hearth near the fire. Little puffs of steam spurted from the spout.
Nora had not moved. But when Liam sat down again she turned to him and said, ‘Will you marry me, Liam? Now. Right away.’
‘Yes, Nora. I’ll marry you.’





