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Humbleness This noise that displaces so many small and interesting objects pressing the boy against the wall, the cart, the old woman, the traffic cop — the third man didn’t ask for anything but to be minimal. He was alone, unintentionally ignored, growing with his shadow when evening comes, not a hero or subservient, sad, alone opposite the shut windows of the Travel Agency, in a garden of wax and wire created by him. The flag was spread on the moist grass.
LIFE IS A POEM The elbows of the sky on two poplars and on my insomnia, the waiting is endless, ah, the pulse, the leaves are impatient. My birth begins, the shadow in the corner of the room is stretching out his long fingers, white horse gallops through the city, mum’s gaze fills my glass … with angels ah, the pulse, swinging trees, the rocking. In this body, shrouded in mystery, it’s written I have a long way to go, the inscription inside is invisible, no one can see it, neither the place of the words, the game, the luck. I hear the milky white creature coming, I can smell honey, the health of autumn, the groundwater for the thirst coming later, and the forest-smell of the fire.
Don Giovani aroused the desire. To what level? To what level? Until with each new love its loss becomes the only knowledge. Sweet, sweet, I pronounce as others say worthy, worthy though him, drunk of all the shapes of women he has hugged pins me in his collection. I was the emptiness of his emptiness a body for his body sometimes he shouted crazy words sometimes his soothing silence wrapped around me and I surrendered to an imbued nostalgia for the place where eros was born. Because, if as they say, our desires confirm the magical place of their fulfilment then the Desired one is the only proof that love was once nourished in my viscera like a hyena or a hierophant one chance that was found when man dared to dream that he loses. He presently loses his face that he’ll enter like poison, like a creek, like a faint breeze like blood inside the other man and he’ll vanish without losing or winning anything.
Lamda I longed to sit under the thick shade of the ancestral grapevine and to enjoy the serene evening as the bats float in mid-air at the soft song of the breeze I longed to drink my sweet coffee in the village café and to turn my cup absentmindedly to read the formations of coffee dregs and to explain the path I’ve followed from the old house on the hilltop to the four corners of the world and I said, new lands I’ve visited and new images I’ve seen virginal concepts I’ve created and new emotions I’ve felt and when the last years of life come I’ll spread my legs under the table and feel the whims of time joining mine while I have a vague smile upon my lips, witnessing the exceptional seed I once was, and I said, let the innocent children come forward let the wholesome men fall in the trench and let them take their last breath in the moist soil so that the profits of the multinationals continue into eternity and let the simple-minded flourish on Earth I, too, longed to visit exotic locales that I dreamed of when I was a child even if that was in my imagination’s garden truly, what’s the difference between imagining and touching two faces of the same coin one to live with the other to die alive I, too, longed to drink water from the spring like the summer days of my childhood when I walked out to see the round buttocks of the village girl holding a pitcher on her head I longed to get her into my dream and never let her come out and I said, a loner and a bookworm, I was meant to be, let each of my days be worthy of my diving deep into the philosophical trenches of pneuma and the logical paths of my spirit onto which I have always focused my mind since miracles take place in the openness