Archive for 04/01/2026

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Looking Back
LOOKING BACK The small village of Glenavon Saskatchewan suddenly appeared
ahead, nestled among the golden rectangular grain
fields 15,000 feet below, bathed in the brilliant mid-September
sunshine. I rolled the T-33 Silver Star into a steep dive, maneuvering
into position as I focused on the familiar landmarks. I began
easing out of the dive at 1000 feet, having spotted the school and
the figures of the pupils spilling out on the steps and the school
ground. The time was exactly 3:35 in the afternoon and classes
had just been dismissed. Perfect!
I pulled the screaming jet up tightly into a vertical climb directly
over the school, at the same time applying maximum power
and beginning a vertical roll. As the T-33 hurtled up at 450 miles
per hour I looked back over my shoulder at the rapidly receding
school and the homes and buildings surrounding it. Leveling out
at 8000 feet I rolled over and began another dive, coming at the
small village from the west with the sun on my back.
At 300 feet I began a tight, high speed, high power turn during
which I flew over my parent’s farmstead on the edge of town and
saw them and many of their neighbours standing in their front yards.
I completed the turn roaring back toward the school, this time at no
more than a 100 feet. Pulling up sharply over the school I rolled the
T-33 as I climbed eastward to intercept the final leg of my navigation
training flight, about 100 miles east of the planned turning point over
Weyburn, and from there to RCAF Station Portage La Prairie.
As I flew what remained of the exercise, the excitement of my
private performance over my old school, with my old friends
watching, gave way to the nostalgic realization that this was a personal
farewell to my youth. I was only slightly concerned about the
RCMP being in the vicinity of Glenavon and reporting the unauthorized
low flying since this usually resulted in immediate cessation
of pilot training. However, it was important to take the
chance. I knew that once I received pilot wings and began my career
as an RCAF officer, my life would forever diverge from that
which I shared with family and friends for the first 20 years of my
life.
In the years that followed, as the winds of fate carried me along,
my feelings for this province that my parents adopted and where I
was born, have remained intense. In writing this personal account
I have been able to journey back to my youth and to uncover many
of the reasons for this emotional relationship.

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HEAR ME OUT

Posted: 04/01/2026 by vequinox in Literature

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Now that we’re not together I can finally love you with no stress.
Now finally I feel completely free when we make love, because I use somebody else’s body and I can devote all my thoughts to you, all of me.
Now I’m not afraid, I don’t hesitate to tell you all I want, because it is you who listens to me. You can no longer criticise me. I can finally be myself when I’m with you.
My love
Now I’m completely happy with you.
Now, nothing can make us separate anymore.
Now you’re totally mine. I don’t share you with anybody else.
Now we exist for each other.
There are no more “we must” and “obligations”. There are no social established ideas, no more conventionalities.
There is nothing else but we two naked like when we stood for the first time one opposite the other and fell in love for one moment in eternity.

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Yannis Ritsos – Poems, Volume I

Posted: 04/01/2026 by vequinox in Literature

Flutter of sea birds
in the voiceless caves of rocks
the angels’ drawings
embroidered with stars in the water’s crack
close to resistance of pebbles
on green shadows of the dock
under the enlarged eyes
of the pensive boys
The wound of day that left
inscribing the horizons and memory with blood
was drawing God’s imperfection
his movement dreams creation
Light blue awareness
in the dilated eyes of children
in the solemn lips of ephebes
who didn’t quantify sailor’s
awareness that glorifies
the outburst of stars
from the opened wound of God
so it will appease
the wound of man
We closed our eyes
in our white paternal bed
The lamp blown out
in the window frame
secret reflection of the sea
Behind fences and trees
we heard
her great voice calling us
filling our sleep with azure landscapes
all flowered with snow white sails
with gardens of gulls in silent reverie
sitting on the stony edge of the unknown
above the magnetic dark abyss

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Troglodytes

Posted: 04/01/2026 by vequinox in Literature

MIDDLE ERA

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Golden-threaded vestments
replace the diaphanous garment and
eloquent dance of the Druid with
commandeering voracious hunger
and shallow proselytism.
Golden-threaded chasuble
substitutes the simplified figure
of the ancient shaman with the
perpetuation of the eulogized sin
and the serpent becomes obsolete as
the headmaster marches forth with his
grandiose hat decorated with
flashing diamonds and holding
as if over the void, his always
empty hand. Golden promises for peace,
gracefully arrayed, compliment
the empty bellies and the hardened
and ever conspicuous Death.
Middle Ages, miracles of cannons
hurling out balls like petals
of flowers blown by the breeze:
out of the bored mouth
the fire of heavens cascades.

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