Arrows

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“That’s not it,” he said, spitting out a leaf he had been chewing.
“She’s a woman. They are different from us.”
“Maybe women have to be different.”
“Of course,” he said.
“When you told her about our plan,” I asked. “What did she say
to you?”
This was a question I had been waiting to ask him for days. Ever
since Tamanoa had spoken to Apacuana at my request, asking her to
lead us to Suruapo, she had been sullen and silent, clearly
contemplating the greeting she would receive from Baruta. I wanted
to know if she resented me, if she felt I was forsaking her.
“She said she must accept the ways of Mareoka.”
“What is Mareoka?”
“Like your god. Only different.”
A word I needed to learn. Mareoka.
“These people are different from your people,” Tamanoa said.
“They must learn to live one day at a time. Not like your people,
always planning years in advance. You cannot tell the forest what to
do. You cannot predict the thunder storm that might come
tomorrow. You must learn to accept what each day brings. Just live.
Not for tomorrow. For today.
“Apacuana knows no other way to live,” he continued. “She
accepted what I told her. You believe it was your plan to go to
Suruapo. How do you know it was not the plan of Mareoka? She
knows she cannot avoid Baruta.”
Our discussion had solved nothing, but at least it was a
distraction from the heat. In the misty mountains where the village
of Suruapo lay, the weather was generally milder than in the valleys
below, but the crisp air of daybreak could warm up considerably in
the None hour. I looked up and calculated it was shortly after noon.
In the rainy season, my robes got soaked and dried out on me at
least once a day, so I was beginning to smell like well-aged cheese.
The thought of a hammock and roof over my head was tantalizing.
In the distance we could see a few thatched roofs and the smoke of
several fires. We could even catch the occasional echo of distant …

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Swamped

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Eteo took a few deep breaths and repeated his mantra, the special
words he used to take his mind away from the daily grind and concentrate
it on his breathing, which slowly relaxed him. He stretched
his legs on top of the low filing cabinet positioned against the window
and in a minute or two felt invigorated and renewed. The rest of the
day unfolded briskly but smoothly, but before he left for home, he
called Susan and asked her to come down to his office. She arrived
with a few loose documents in her hands, her way of creating the appearance
of having some paperwork for Eteo to deal with so that others
wouldn’t find her frequent visits questionable.
“How are you, sweet Susan?”
“I’m good, but very busy. How about you, honey?”
“Busy enough, which is good. I just wanted to tell you in person
that I need to take a rain-check on our weekend outing. Some…
things have come up,” Eteo said.
“Oh, well … okay … sure” Susan mumbled, disappointment and
stress evident in her widened eyes and trembling lips. Her eyebrows
rose in surprise and her cheeks flushed.
“Next weekend, I hope, sweet Susan.”
“I’m not sure, Eteo,” she blurted out, then paused and looked at
him for a long moment before adding, “Do you still want this relationship,
Eteo? Has something come up in the office … or out there?”
“Well, I have noticed others in here, eyeing me in a strange way,”
Eteo said, jumping at the opportunity. “It’s something I’ve never
liked.” He cleared his throat. “I prefer my romantic life to stay private
and not …” He left the sentence unfinished and looked down at his
desk. Susan understood at once what Eteo wanted. There was no need
for further details, and although she liked Eteo and enjoyed their
times together, she accepted the situation.
“I understand, Eteo. It’s all good.” she said and without another
word she turned and left him. Eteo watched her go the elevator with
a mixture of sadness and relief.
Saturday afternoon came around at last. Logan had left for the
Okanagan early in the morning, leaving his father to take care of all
the house things for Alex and Jonathan for the next two days.

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Ken Kirkby – Warrior Painter

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The Pit of Despair
“Great loss can only occur if one risks the affliction of great passion.”
(Pat Kerry, Writer)
~~
Ken has been heard to complain bitterly that while every relationship starts
off nicely, at some point the woman in his life sets out to change him. It may
begin with accusations that he is a workaholic. And that is quite true—he
often paints all night, or caught in the throes of a challenging book will look
up in surprise to find the sun is already rising. He is not a man who needs
holidays because whatever his current project, it demands all his time and a
day off is an unwelcome interruption.
He does make a dedicated attempt to attend to the social graces, but a
keen observer can identify the point at which he shifts into his obligatory
social stance, almost audibly counting beats until he can get back to his own
story or crusade. But it isn’t familiarity that breeds these irritations—he’s
forever been this man. The difficulty is that in the beginning these are often
seen by his partner as fascinating or mildly amusing quirks.
It is also the nature of most females to believe that once she comes into
a man’s life, his commitment to her will transform him. When this fails to
occur it can be the beginning of the end for the relationship.
History shows that when Ken does fall in love, he does so with the
same passionate zeal that he approaches all the other important things in
life. And even if a woman wanted to, it would be difficult to withstand such
persuasive powers.
Miloo, his first love, was several years older than the fifteen-year-old
boy on the edge of manhood. She was Portuguese, exotic and lovely
in spirit. Ken’s mother disapproved and pointed out that the girl was of a
lower social order. If anything more were needed, this ensured that Ken
found Miloo irresistible. They loved each other with all the tenderness and
boundless devotion peculiar to young people. He wooed her with drawings
and dreams of escape from the tyranny of both family and government; then
abruptly lost her to a ruptured appendix. With no time to say goodbye, Ken
was devastated and this was overlaid with intolerable guilt when he learned

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Tasos Livaditis – Selected Poems

WE WALK under the heavy coat of someone else who walks
silently, who has no name; perhaps for this he’s truer to himself and
when we raise the cup it also hides in the secret so we don’t quench
our thirst because providence wants us to be fast, lonely, inside
a promise like the fields that in the fall go covered and only one
who leaves rediscovers his motherland since our every word shuts
a door here or a window there and what comes as dust or mistake
sits on the table. However at night anybody can be the spoken
person.

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Katerina Anghelaki Rooke – Selected Poems

II
Greatness protects us both
with the sky’s little lambs and bears
you, an adventure of the cloud
and I always here.
If we touch each other
I’ll be the redemption of sickness
If I touch you
the beginning of the end.
And I remained
with the nocturne divided shape of the olive tree
with the darkness and the struggle
I remained close to the moss
on whatever pulls you down all the time.
I was left with half words
and I returned.
The old man will endure the night
nothing perfect has ever occurred
on time.

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