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Experiences As the years pass the colours desert me or I desert them, the white rock seems more suitable to me. I carve, using the edge of my fingers, or with all my palm, with my lips, a white body, opposite the darkness of night, matching the night, discernible in the darkness. I let my tongue lustily in the marble mouth. Now then I have the right to keep silent and to close my eyes.
Pick You Up Together, in another world I said I’ll see you after work In happiness we fixed the date And I couldn’t wait for the wait Standing there, on the ground floor Inside the automatic door Or is it revolving? I don’t care I just know that I’ll soon see you there Next to the elevator, on the screen I count the numbers: five, four, three… Two… one… zero… got you, spotted! I couldn’t be more in this moment You step out, your badge on your neck „Mission complete” – one could have said But instead of that we both just smile And take steps closer, for a while „I feel my heart pound” – you tell me I laugh – „Is this what it should be? We should feel empty, tired, and bored Looking forward just to be back home” Then you hug me, and we kiss Under the sky, in an inverse abyss Towards the stars we elevate This was the feeling worth the wait! … But in this world, you’ll see your wife I wonder if she loves her life For whatever life may sometimes seem It could be someone else’s dream
“Did you sleep well?” she asked stiffly. “Yes,” he replied, rising groggily through the dream. “And I’m even better now that you’re here.” He reached out to draw her close to him and she snuggled on to the bench. She relaxed a little, then asked, “You didn’t come up to me to ‘tuck in’?” “I wanted to. Guess I fell asleep right away.” He remembered his conflict, thought about telling her of his fears, then changed his mind. She watched these emotions pass across his face. Her eyes widened. “No matter. It’s my rest day today,” she said, “and I want to spend it with you. Promise you’ll stay tomorrow night as well!” He embraced her. “Yes, of course I’ll stay. I’ll stay for as long as you want.”
I Come, sit next to me during the cold winter nights let me discover the pain of denial on your whitish fingertips let me meet that calling tender welcomed caress you received and felt before you ever touched me come, let me erase tears and sighs off your eyelids with you and with the stars we shall define the length of evening along with the end of the holy light
had heard, until Father Jerome sent him to the East. Yes this happened soon after Father Nicolas came to the school and Father Jerome gave him the administrator’s role.” “Why don’t you leave this, baby?” Anton asked her, “leave this facility, the job, your position here; this isn’t a place one would like to work; I’m thinking of it too, although I’ve been here for such a short time…” Mary looked in Anton’s eyes as if to read his reassurance that perhaps they could both leave, they could both go someplace else, start a new life, a new page on their lives. Anton felt her question. He didn’t hear it since Mary didn’t utter it aloud, but he knew at once her mind’s wondering. “Yes, I could do the same and we could be together. This is a big country sweetheart. What do you expect to happen to this School when the press will get a whiff of this diary?” “You think of sending it to the newspapers?” Mary said and brought her hand in front of her mouth. “This is something the world has to be informed about; this is what Dylan would want me, us, to do. This isn’t meant to be kept secret.” “What would come of this place when the newspapers start writing?” “It would be impossible for the place to keep open. I’m sure the Federal Government will take action, some action definitely, but we also need more proof, more examples of abuse, physical and sexual and mental abuse…” Anton added. “How can we do that?” “We’ll keep our eyes open and come to think of it, when the days become shorter come October I’ll spend some nights here. I have in mind to get a new bed and mattress, throw away all the old stuff Dylan had and after I clean up the place