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and cries emanating from an old boathouse, then that too seemed not unusual. It only echoed the quickening of his own pulse; he expected to hear the very earth groan in the heat of passion. But when Vera heard the sounds, she turned a bright red and stood stock still in the path. She’s more modest than I am, he thought, and he loved her at that moment.
“I know you have to go home now,” he told her then added quickly, “How can I see you again?” He waited expectantly. She said nothing. “My boat doesn’t leave until tomorrow. Maybe I could stay here—at this boathouse—and meet you in the morning.” She appeared to be thinking deeply. He wondered if he had said something indecent to offend her, implying that they would meet and in the boathouse, too….
“Your boat leaves at first light,” she answered quietly. “All the boats do. You go then to Maiden’s Island. There, the passengers will swim in the river. It is very pretty. You will moor at Zhiguli for the night. Then the following morning you pass our workplace at Toglyatti.”
She gazed up at him with questioning eyes. They stood still, facing one another. He placed his hands on her shoulders, not in a heavy proprietorial way, but lightly, as if they were about to dance. She, a half head shorter, rested her hands on his waist. There still remained a foot of space between them.
Finally she said, “You could stay. We can take you back to the boat the day after tomorrow when it reaches Toglyatti.”
Paul could hardly believe it meant what he hoped. His former moment of purity forgotten, he now wanted only to hear it from her lips.
“You could spend the night here—on my father’s farm—with me.”
He drew her close, tight to his chest, for answer. They clung to each other on the path for minutes, maybe hours, until a muffled laugh from the boathouse intruded.
“Over here. Out of sight.” Paul pulled Vera behind a bank of berry bushes from where they could watch the entrance to the boathouse.
“Akh! The public official from my father’s district,” she whispered. The little man was still straightening his shirt. “And he’s with … Bozhe moy! He’s with the police chief’s wife, Tanya. They were making the sounds that we heard!” She stared at Paul in disbelief.
The liaisons of the locals were not of much interest to Paul; he was aware only of how good it felt to touch, crouched there behind the bushes among the tall grasses. But Vera was now animated. They watched Pyotr Vladimirovich mount his bike, drop a last wet kiss on Tanya’s lips

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He grabbed the diary and perused a few entries;
a couple got stuck in his mind: October 16th, 1962, 8.25 PM, the
carpentry teacher walked softly to the girls’ quarters; two minutes later
he came having a young girl of about thirteen years who he led to the
workshop. Fifteen minutes later he led the same youth back to the girls’
quarters. Anton’s heart was pounding so loud he felt it would
pierce through his chest and fly out. He turned some pages, came
to the last entry of the page: June 5th, 1959, 6.25 PM a seventeen year
old Indian youth came to me with a bruised calf and asked for a cream
or something he could apply onto his blackened flesh; clear evidence of a
powerful strap hit; I had no medicine for him, I only consoled him and
said I’d mark it in my diary. The youth thanked me with his saddened
eyes and left. Tears came to me being unable to help the boy.
Anton couldn’t believe his eyes; he turned a few pages and
read: May 9th, 1965, 9:35 PM, Father Thomas, walking on tiptoes and
as silently as he could master, went down to the girls’ quarters. Two minutes
later he came with the thirteen year old girl, named Deborah, who
he led to his room, soon to be joined by Father Nicolas; One hour later,
Father Thomas took Deborah back to the quarters of the girls.
Another tightening Anton felt in his heart. He got up.
His face was red. His lips tightened. His heart ached. His fists
clenched same with his teeth. He stood at his window and looked
at the expanse of nature. The light was still very bright and reflections
of yellow changed into mauve in the upper level while the
green was interchangeable from light green to dark forest green
with patches of orange or even yellow where the sun had burnt
the plains.
“I just can’t believe how often these girls were abused,”
Anton told his father after their supper and he was showing the
dairy entry to him. His dad read the entry, shook his head. His
eyes reflected the humble human grace of innocence …

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Übermensch

Posted: 19/11/2025 by vequinox in Literature

Rapture
It was there, the straight cypress guarding our secret
in its shade and the doe with its jumping little fawn
we always thought we saw. Images of dreamers,
often in their oneiric raptures, undoubtable expectation
of a tomorrow better than today’s misery and
we lived in bodies we never loved as if they didn’t
belong to us; perhaps they belonged to our ancestors,
let them be glorified, and the adulthood we accepted
came slowly with light steps like a cripple with
his crutch that pounds the sidewalk composing
its unearthly melody, like the old coat of the beggar
which he never discarded.
I like those who make virtue their goal and fate. This
is the only way one can be alive and dead at the same
time.

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